Worry, stress, Fear!

I'm worried about my family. My dad's been out of work for nearly two months and is going to have surgery on Wednesday. My mom works at the bowling ally but that's only on Saturday and Tuesday. My sister Jen and I are students at COA (college) so we don't have jobs and my youngest sister just sits at home doing nothing. I'm stressed about school and our families money problems and I'm afraid that this is just the beginning of a dark road to being homeless and broke and living on the streets. I need a release but I don't have money to buy those drugs and it just holds back all the worry, stress and fear for when I get sober. I guess I'll lose weight and become a stripper, there are some things robots cant do...Oh who am I kidding they'll find away.