My 2012 GOALS or TO DO LIST!

1) Go to bed at a reasonable hour
2) Lose weight by First: Proper food intake (one month) Second: Continue first while easing in a "Workout" (one month) Third: Continue First and Second while spending some time of the day looking at myself not on the outside but the inside = the mental portion of my 'Diet'
3) Try to clean room once a week
4)Practice better hygiene
5)Work more on my blogs
6)Work on vocabulary
7)Get ears pierced again
8)Drink more water
9)Eat less junk food
10)Permit
11)job and apartment hunting
12)Be more confident
13)Finish at least ONE story of my own and send in for publishing *Cross fingers*

Worry, stress, Fear!

I'm worried about my family. My dad's been out of work for nearly two months and is going to have surgery on Wednesday. My mom works at the bowling ally but that's only on Saturday and Tuesday. My sister Jen and I are students at COA (college) so we don't have jobs and my youngest sister just sits at home doing nothing. I'm stressed about school and our families money problems and I'm afraid that this is just the beginning of a dark road to being homeless and broke and living on the streets. I need a release but I don't have money to buy those drugs and it just holds back all the worry, stress and fear for when I get sober. I guess I'll lose weight and become a stripper, there are some things robots cant do...Oh who am I kidding they'll find away.

The Soda Brand Battle!

Meet the Challenger's

To your left he's hot, he's cold he's "Coke".

This little can (12 fl ounces/355 ml) has 39 grams of carbohydrates (all from sugar, approximately 10 teaspoons), 50 mg of sodium, 0 grams fat, 0 grams potassium, and 140 calories.

He's built with the combined ingredients of Carbonated water, Sugar, Caffeine, Phosphoric acid, Caramel color (E150d) and Natural flavorings.

To your right he's ruff, he's tuff, he's the red white and blue man "Pepsi".

This little can (12 fl ounces) has 41 grams of carbohydrates (all from sugar), 30 mg of sodium, 0 grams of fat, 0 grams of protein, 38 mg of caffeine and 150 calories.

He's built with the combined ingredients of carbonated water, high fructose corn syrup, caramel color, sugar, Phosphoric acid, caffeine, citric acid and natural flavors.

These two are fighters I have a hard time choosing whose my favorite. Who's your favorite? Coke, Pepsi or a mixture of the two.

Holel-y!

Monday June 6, 2011 I went to Claire's and got my ears peirced. My first time ever getting my ears peierced. It wasent as bad as I thought it would be but it did burn a little. today I took the dogs out and a bug was flying around my ear I went to hit it and missed and got my ear. It really hurt.

NERD!

Okay this last semester I spent at home because ALL of my classes were online. So the summer has started and I am already bored and cant wait till school starts. Call me a nerd or freak but I love to learn even though I fail half the time 8P .. lol

E.L.F at the Dollar tree!

I went to my local Dollar tree a few months ago and also this past Thursday. When ever I go the first place I look through is the makeup. I was so excited to find out that the dollar tree is carrying some new E.L.F line products. Usually online these items cost like $3 each but I paid only $1. My E.L.F makeup collection is growing. I now have two duo lip stains and lip gloss(Heart breaker and First Date), two mint lip glosses (New York City and LA), one eyeshadow brush, a multi use tube --- dont know what to call it (Golden peach) and five single eyeshadow(Amethyst -sp?-, Charcoal, pebble, saddle and butter cream).

Check their website: http://www.eyeslipsface.com/

Hush Hush V. Twilight

Okay I am a huge Twilight fan. I have the movies, posters, bracelets, necklace and books. About two weeks ago I read a book titled 'Hush,Hush' written by Becca Fitzpatrick. It was everything I love and more. Mystery, romance and suspense. In Twilight Bella meets the mysterious Edward and likewise in Hush Hush the character Nora meets the equally mysterious Patch. I'm not gonna give too much away about the book but all I have to say is that if you love Twilight you'll like Hush Hush just as much.